Before I start sorry for such a long story it's just I really need some help I feel like I can't control my feelings or what's going on around me.
Over the years I have had certain intuitions and dreams that have come true or premonitions but recently they have been getting more intense and im having a lot. I don't know what is happening but I feel my anger is hurting people around me I will give you examples my boyfriend went away for the weekend and I had dreams while I was awake of dying of cancer. I felt sad when I thought about it and broken and felt the boys and my boyfriends pain that night my boyfriends friend his mum passed away from cancer I didn't know that she was at that stage of her cancer I knew nothing.
The next time I had an intense dream of a school shooting like I was there that day I heard on the news that at the time of my dream I'm another country there had been a school shooting with many injured it was weird and creepy, now lately I've been having intense dreams that I can't understand. i was on the train and thought about a girl I hated si much it made me pissed off I remembered this girl as I had an argument about her with my bf 8 months ago why was I thinking about her now. When I got home I looked at my instagram to see he had followed her and I was fuming at him we had an argument and said some bad words to each other. I went to bed woke up and didn't say anything to him I hated him in my head while I was at work I hoped something bad happened to him I didn't mean it I was mad, when I got home I found out he got arrested for assaulting someone which it turns out his dad was there and he didn't do it I feel like my thoughts came true.
Then the next day bearing in mind I haven't seen a fire truck in almost a year I had an intense feeling about them and one drove past me 4 minutes later it was the weirdest moment ever.
The last feeling I got was that I was thinking about someone who did me wrong all the hatred was in my heart as it grew it starred raining which was unusual as it shouldn't have been raining at that time P's I said a prayer into my worry doll and cleared the negative thoughts towards my boyfriend and lit some incense I now got a call to say the police have the person who committed the crime so my boyfriend has been released now. I don't know it I'm going crazy but I feel all these emotions sometimes I'm taking on other peopke like an empath would it's stressful and annoying
Over the years I have had certain intuitions and dreams that have come true or premonitions but recently they have been getting more intense and im having a lot. I don't know what is happening but I feel my anger is hurting people around me I will give you examples my boyfriend went away for the weekend and I had dreams while I was awake of dying of cancer. I felt sad when I thought about it and broken and felt the boys and my boyfriends pain that night my boyfriends friend his mum passed away from cancer I didn't know that she was at that stage of her cancer I knew nothing.
The next time I had an intense dream of a school shooting like I was there that day I heard on the news that at the time of my dream I'm another country there had been a school shooting with many injured it was weird and creepy, now lately I've been having intense dreams that I can't understand. i was on the train and thought about a girl I hated si much it made me pissed off I remembered this girl as I had an argument about her with my bf 8 months ago why was I thinking about her now. When I got home I looked at my instagram to see he had followed her and I was fuming at him we had an argument and said some bad words to each other. I went to bed woke up and didn't say anything to him I hated him in my head while I was at work I hoped something bad happened to him I didn't mean it I was mad, when I got home I found out he got arrested for assaulting someone which it turns out his dad was there and he didn't do it I feel like my thoughts came true.
Then the next day bearing in mind I haven't seen a fire truck in almost a year I had an intense feeling about them and one drove past me 4 minutes later it was the weirdest moment ever.
The last feeling I got was that I was thinking about someone who did me wrong all the hatred was in my heart as it grew it starred raining which was unusual as it shouldn't have been raining at that time P's I said a prayer into my worry doll and cleared the negative thoughts towards my boyfriend and lit some incense I now got a call to say the police have the person who committed the crime so my boyfriend has been released now. I don't know it I'm going crazy but I feel all these emotions sometimes I'm taking on other peopke like an empath would it's stressful and annoying